fast unto death

My friends Will and Lauren are spending 6 months in India doing some amazing work. Lauren is sharing her amazing gifts working with kids with special needs at the Latika Roy Foundation, and Will's work as I understand it is connected to water issues with this environmental organization called PSI, the People's Science Institute.

I checked out the PSI site, and was inspired by the approach of its founder, Dr. G.D. Agrawal, of halting a massive hydro-power project that would have caused massive environmental damages to the region surrounding the Bhagirathi river. The doctor, twice, implemented a 'fast-unto-death' to get the attention of the Prime Minister to halt this damaging project. Amazingly, his work succeeded in its goal, as the project is off the boards. This got me considering my fast this Lent, and other friends' fasts I know of. Instead of letting it de-motivate me because mine isnt as "good", i'm choosing to be inspired. This man was willing to give up his life for something he believed in beyond himself. In cell the next 3 weeks for cell we are delving into the Temptations of Jesus in the Wilderness, and how we can respond here and now. I cant help but see a connection to Jesus' 40 day fast / vision quest in the desert.

fossil fuel fast

In my attempts to get off the fossil fuel addiction, Im working on 2 strategies:

1. less or no automobile use

2. heat the house with "alternative means"

The first one is coming out of my Lenten discipline of sleeping by 10, awake by 6. Im ramping it up to include a walk to the train (at Temple U) in the morning, which gives me even more time to get present and listen before the workday begins. Plus I get to see interact with parts of my neighborhood that Im apt to drive through than walk. Even today I had a brief but sweet interaction with a guy sticking his head out the door remarking on the cold weather. We agreed to disagree, kindly. Not driving my truck around keeps me from being addicted to going wherever I want whenever I want as fast as I want.....depending on my two feet, and SEPTA keeps me disciplined to a schedule, and keeps me in touch with the heartbeat of the city. plus its so much cheaper.

The second phase of the fossil fuel phase out plan is two fold:

2a. Install an EPA certified wood-burning stove. My pal John just put in a stove and he cooks his place out. Its going to be some bones to get it rolling, but nothing compared to my gas bills every winter, and we keep that thermo at 60 degrees! PGW is going to have a lot to answer for one day, to a lot of people. The great thing about wood is that with the right stove, most of the environmentally harmful exhaust gases can be reburned to add more heat, and keep the smoke out of the atmosphere. Plus wood is a renewable resource, and ill be getting all of my wood from salvaged sources (pallets, construction scraps, wood flooring contractors, fairmount park commission, etc) Hmmmmm, Ill need my truck for this...compromise.

2b. This is the new cool part im pretty excited about. Build and install a solar "heat grabber", which is nothing more than an airtight box, with a plexiglass top, black painted aluminum backing, some insulation, caulk, some scrap 2x4s, and a cheap fan and thermostat. check out these links. you can build one for about $100, and it provides free solar hot air throughout the winter, even on some cloudy days.

love the narrator's voice, so calming.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8SEwJkEwoc

and a scrap material panel from the UK:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=173owKST-w4&feature=related

Ashes time

Today marks the beginning of Lent, Ash Wednesday. Its a time to identify with the death of Jesus so that we can truly identify with the resurrection and life.....to let go so we can truly live. Being quarantined away for 40 days begins to make room, begins to carve out / stake out some space where God can come and in clean house. Sculpturally speaking it could be thought of as a subtractive process, making a negative, creating a void. We live in such an additive society so this is foreign thought to me. Im going with it by carving out some space at night so I can have the time in the morning to be still and silent for an hour before I eat breakfast and get ready for work, a small attempt at some regular spiritual discipline: listening. Going to sleep by 10pm so that I can wake by 6am may not seem profound, but its those 2 hours at night (10-12) and the ones fighting to awake have really robbed me of awareness over the years, I think. I could be wrong (and dramatic) but Im going to give it a shot for 40 days. Today was the start.